Originally Posted by
Gavilan
David, the struggle that I am going through presently is one of bafflement. Somehow I have come to comprehend that there is a threshold between the material and the spiritual. That one can be snared into the material world and don't even have awareness of the spiritual realm/energy. You can live your whole existence dealing with materials issues and come to the end of one's life and still be trapped into yearning for a material existence.
Then there is another "dimension" if you will, one where you somehow perceive there is something more substantial than being "trapped" in a body of flesh, you perceive that the five senses allow you to experience a tremendous range of emotions and perceptions that could not be had if you were sheer energy... Somehow, I lack a broad enough vocabulary to share with you such aspects of my perceptions.. except to say, I have experience moments of tremendous joy, love, happiness, despair, anxiety, sadness, etc. A true madness for sure, yet somehow aware, that love is an infinity energy... Then, a tremendous disbelief one can easily revert into being snared in the physical world...